Hip-Hop & Me Β· Finding My Voice

From an old KTV machine
to my own voice.

I found hip-hop almost by accident in sixth grade. Copying rappers' gestures led to one of the biggest arguments I ever had with my father β€” he thought rap was "not good stuff." Later he changed his mind, and even gave me a pair of sunglasses so I would look cooler onstage. πŸ•ΆοΈ

Original Music

Writing my own verses

Writing changed my relationship with rap β€” less about imitation, more about finding language for my own experiences: friendship, attraction, pressure, humor, growing up in Shenzhen.

SMS ε˜»ε“ˆθ”η›Ÿ Cypher Collaborative cypher Β· with friends
STANLEY. (feat. yungmans) Original by Ben Qi
ANOTHER DAY OF WE Original by Ben Qi

On Stage

Turning private energy into something shared

From learning Lose Yourself line by line for a middle-school show, to campus flash mobs and school events β€” the stage became one of the places I feel most comfortable expressing myself.

Not Like Us β€” Cover Β· Orientation Week Gala (Aug 29, 2024)

Changes β€” Cover Β· Hip-Hop Alliance Flash Mob (Jun 10, 2025)

Killshot β€” Cover Β· SMS Open Day (Dec 28, 2024)

STANLEY. (feat. yungmans) β€” Original Β· Flash Mob (Mar 27, 2025)

Distant Strangers β€” Cover Β· Recruitment Show (Sep 4, 2025)

Ben performing on stage
Live on stage Β· campus performance

Keeping It Real

Hip-hop still lets me borrow a form. I just no longer want to borrow someone else's life.

For years, my friends and I borrowed images from American hip-hop simply because they sounded "cool." Learning about hip-hop's Black and Latino roots made me rethink authenticity.

Our lyrics began to change: fewer imaginary blocks and "West Coast" references β€” more Shenzhen dorm rooms, deadlines, Gaokao stereotypes, old iPhones, and our own lives.